Monday, July 16, 2012

The Week of the Most Hoping You've Ever Done

Hello ladies, it's another week and hopefully a better day....and then you remember that the girl that you would share the pain of infertility with just announced she's prego WITH TWINS!! Oh the irony! You look back over your conversations with this girl and she is the one that had such a negative outlook on HER highly dysfunctional uterus while you kept positive and tried to turn her spirits around while you privately wished for the same thing. But OF COURSE, a month later she calls bragging that she just saw her "little nuggets" on the ultrasound and don't forget "there's always hope for you." Thanks, I'll just sit here with my gallon of Maple Nut ice cream. My husband knew to leave right then and get out once he saw the crazy look on my face, while you live in the glory that should be mine. But it's ovulation week so maybe the fertility fairy stopped by this month and blessed you with just one little egg =] You've even started looking at maternity clothes "just in case" you'll need them soon. The temptation to buy almost gets you when you see the stroller/car seat traveling system is on sale and that would look great with the nursery  you've already planned out on Pinterest... and then it hits you, that little cramping that is coming at least two weeks too soon and it's probably the fertility fairy tellin you "don't even start trying to talk yourself into thinking you may have a chance at implantation pain." Your period is coming early this month so bring on the water works and gallons of anything you can get your hands on because you're in for another month of hoping, wishing and praying for at least one little egg. Hooray for anyone in ovulation week but don't jump too high, you wouldn't want to jinx yourself =] We'd love to know how you deal with the long wait in between Shark weeks so leave us a comment. Oh and always remember you're not the only one who cries until she laughs about her highly dysfunctional uterus =]


Sincerely, 

Sister H

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